Damn bro. But the good thing is, you're alive and kickin while getting better.
That meltdown wasn't. was working as a C.N.A. and under ungodly stress. How things were being handled at psx-scene triggered a very nasty situation out of me. Hindsight, I could have avoided a lot by letting go and stepping back. But you know the kind of moderator I am.
And yeah that site is still around and doing fairly well. haven't seen McBeth or JNABK on in ages.
As for the job situation, I make enough to scrape by. Working in a Bindery at a press/factory situation does pay the bills. Barely.